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The Murder Hornet
can fly sixty miles in a day
& decapitate its prey
quicker than licking
honey off a thumb.
Size has its advantages.
& its costs. My mom
told me early I’d pay
for the size of my heart.
You feel too much, she said.
You want too much.
In the Love Addicts Anonymous
meeting, a white man in a gold ascot
said, I need to be devoured by love.
Devastated, I added, swallowed whole.
Murder hornets are efficient killers,
but is any torture more elegant
than chasing what you’ll never catch?
There was one time in my life
my heart felt right-sized,
quiet, & I was so at peace
I was invisible. The robin
thought I was a chair or tree
the easy way she cleaned
her feathers near my feet.
More often my feelings swarm,
a storm surge, how water alone
can warp metal, level a village.
When I keep feelings at bay
I appear okay, recalling
how Gulliver’s giant size
made him too dangerous
to keep.