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His First Night Home
from the hospital, I heard him cry
and lifted him from his bed
and brought him into ours,
and after his mother had fed him,
I rested him on my chest,
which rose and fell with him
until daylight.
And when I brought him home
from the hospital again,
after the social worker persuaded him
to let her call me, and after he told me
he thought he was ready to quit
using, I was afraid he might
sneak away in the night,
so I had him sleep beside me,
where all night long I heard
his labored breath, felt,
his legs beat against the sheets:
that sparrow, stunned
by the window’s false sky,
trembling in my hands,
catching its breath until
it fluttered and flew away.