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And I know it isn\u2019t solid\u2014it just invites being touched.<br \/>\nYes, I\u2019m talking about hope again, and you are in your bed all day.<br \/>\nI\u2019m googling the concept of a Saturn return because, thematically,<br \/>\nI like the idea of reaching an age where it\u2019s acceptable to change<br \/>\nmy mind. You don\u2019t believe in astrology. I\u2019m not sure you believe<br \/>\nin anything, and I worry you missed the chance to see it all fresh.<br \/>\nI\u2019m worried it\u2019s easier to try to fix your problems instead<br \/>\nof sitting and feeling mine. I\u2019m not a good swimmer because<br \/>\nI struggle to breathe through my panic. I struggle to let my chest<br \/>\nloosen when I walk down the street. 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