{"id":3084,"date":"2018-10-12T12:00:42","date_gmt":"2018-10-12T12:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/floridareview.cah.ucf.edu\/?post_type=article&amp;p=3084"},"modified":"2018-10-12T12:00:42","modified_gmt":"2018-10-12T12:00:42","slug":"the-painted-skulls-held-by-wings-glistened-in-rain","status":"publish","type":"article","link":"https:\/\/cah.ucf.edu\/floridareview\/article\/the-painted-skulls-held-by-wings-glistened-in-rain\/","title":{"rendered":"The Painted Skulls, Held by Wings, Glistened in Rain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>There is shadow<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>of a sparrow<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>left on the window ledge<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 300px\">\u00a0<\/span>weeks after the poor bird<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 260px\">\u00a0<\/span>had been removed.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The sun melted<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>a permanent silhouette, tufts<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>of feathers, and a faint point<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>of beak still visible<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>with three days of rain.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 260px\">\u00a0<\/span>Something is wrong.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>I had a dream<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 280px\">\u00a0<\/span>where I said<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 300px\">\u00a0<\/span><em>this is a dream<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>I&#8217;m certain<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>no one noticed<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 260px\">\u00a0<\/span>except my father<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>who knew I&#8217;d try<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 170px\">\u00a0<\/span>the salted rhubarb<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>and pomegranate seeds<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 280px\">\u00a0<\/span>that wept on my fingers.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>Beets turn<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 240px\"> <\/span>into sugar sweetly<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>on the verge of burn and<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 280px\">\u00a0<\/span>I am guilty with happiness<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 320px\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>of a kind,<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 280px\">\u00a0<\/span>where I survive<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 215px\">\u00a0<\/span>as a bird,<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>an egret<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 130px\">\u00a0<\/span>strange and white as my<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>father&#8217;s mustache, a telltale<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 250px\">\u00a0<\/span>for his murdered brother.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t say<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>I&#8217;m happy,<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 215px\">\u00a0<\/span>a sort of guilty luck<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>that I love because it fleets<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>never follows, ripe to the point of rot.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>What if nothing moves<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>still as sleep and my breath<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 260px\">\u00a0<\/span>is not enough?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>I dream I am<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>as steel as a swallow<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>brazen head near bow and drink<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 200px\">\u00a0<\/span>its forked tail a salute<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 260px\">\u00a0<\/span>between death and habit.<br \/>\nThe definition of egret<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px\">\u00a0<\/span>is wrong,<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 90px\">\u00a0<\/span>if I don&#8217;t hold<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 200px\">\u00a0<\/span>the long legs in absolute stillness.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>Tonight, I find a cat<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>near the shore. Let him eat,<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 110px\">\u00a0<\/span>he will eat, he will return to<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 190px\">\u00a0<\/span>animal, not pet. I say, here<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 300px\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span>kitty, kitty. He reveals his belly<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 130px\">\u00a0<\/span>to me and all who continue to pass.<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>I have met people like this.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"margin-left: 80px\">\u00a0<\/span>Three egrets stretch<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 100px\">\u00a0<\/span>above me in an arm full of rain<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 210px\">\u00a0<\/span>I am older now than my Uncle<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 60px\">\u00a0<\/span>dead at 36<br \/>\nall of history caught<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 240px\">\u00a0<\/span>in those white wings.<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 130px\">\u00a0<\/span>He too was killed for his<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 240px\">\u00a0<\/span>feathers, a plume of decoration<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 290px\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>in a woman&#8217;s hat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is shadow \/ of a sparrow . . .<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":3085,"template":"","categories":[9,49,119],"tags":[6,37,861,862],"class_list":["post-3084","article","type-article","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aquifer","category-literary-features","category-poetry","tag-aquifer-the-florida-review-online","tag-hispanic-heritage-month","tag-monica-rico","tag-the-painted-skulls-held-by-wings-glistened-in-rain"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.5 - 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